June 1
200
Thats a fucking scary number. Its mean, its bold, its terrifying. Its the difference in being “chubby” and “fat”. At 190 I can say Im chubby and buy it, but 200 is a whole new animal. No woman of average height can say she is “chubby” at 200lbs. She is fat. I am fat. But not for long.
Yesterdays eating was pretty good - I went to a friends house last night for a fire pit and ate a marshmallow and three beers so that kind of shot me in the arse. Nothing to do about it now but eat better today.
I couldnt work out yesterday either.I pulled a muscle in my back at work and couldnt even really sit without pain.
Tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow will be better.



![helpmetostopeating:
losingeliz:
Ok might be getting a little ahead of myself but I don’t care!
Ladies and Gentlemen I’m 49 lbs. down!! I think this calls for a celebration :]
SW: 230 lbs. (OBESE)
CW: 181 lbs. (2 lbs. away from HEALTHY)
YAY!!
It’s been almost 7 months sense I’ve started this journey and I’m down almost 50 lbs. and on top of that, this is the lowest weight and most toned I’ve been in over 6 years! I feel incredible!!
congrats!! awesome](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1i0cneFe81r6dsz4o1_500.jpg)
